March 31, 2009 I don't know what to say. I just don't like it the way it is now.
-nIx- @ [[11:39 PM]]
Boredom desperation.
I'm stuck here (out of the map) with nothing to do because I'm waiting for my colleague to be done so we can both cab back to the office. ETA lunchtime but I highly doubt so.
It's been two weeks and I'm just dying.I miss you so much baby
I have a headache and am very sleepy since I came back past 1am last night and woke up with an aching neck today.
-nIx- @ [[11:36 AM]]
March 29, 2009 ;forever
I just can't sit still and get irritated at the slightest of stuff. Oh sigh.
Haven't heard this song in ages and one day I walked into NUM with this song playing. Had a hard time finding the title or the singer but yay finally!
Finished clearing all the dust on my floor, been so many many lightyears since I last packed my room.
Went across lots of stuff which relates me to the past I wanna leave behind, yet I find it something good to keep to remind me not to repeat history. Oh well, of course with everything there are no doubt good lessons to learn.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[1:10 PM]]
I'm wedged in this addiction I cannot suppress.
I'm dissatisfied with the lifestyle I cannot accept.
And yet, everything seems fine when...
-nIx- @ [[5:12 AM]]
March 28, 2009 Maybe I'm living in denial, thinking I am so lucky to have everything in life.
Maybe I'm starting to get it all wrong.
Maybe I'm still in love with yesterdayit cuts deep, deeper than you ever know
-nIx- @ [[11:15 PM]]
March 26, 2009 Half a year ago I was probably on an impulse trip to sign up for bike lesson, I'd think about going vroom vroom all night long, for suppers to casual cruises along the road. Today I got the chance to prove myself worthy of being on the roads, but I failed.
I would have been really upset if it happened half a year ago, yet now, all I want to do is just complete what I've started and not let that thousand dollars (approximately, soon) go to waste.
Maybe I'm just comforted that I had reasonably ok points and could have passed had I not have gotten that IF.
I still want it, but it can wait.
-nIx- @ [[12:36 PM]]
March 24, 2009 I love time alone, away from the mundane world (:
-nIx- @ [[11:05 PM]]
March 22, 2009 I convinced my mum we could walk 2 bus stops home so we got off at the bus stop straight after exiting the expressway. Boy was I wrong.
Hehehe.
-nIx- @ [[10:15 PM]]
March 21, 2009 Sometimes when things don't go the way you want it to be doesn't necessarily mean its bad. It all depends on how you view it, and there's always a situation of give and take.
Yay I halved my unread emails(by deleting so many).
-nIx- @ [[10:52 PM]]
March 19, 2009 Everyone's been busy. We don't blog as often as we did. We used to blog at the rate of 2-3posts a day, yet there's barely 2-3posts a week, let alone a month. I can count with my fingers.
I used to come online the moment I reach home, even if it meant logging in and doing nothing, now the urge to go online only comes around during office hours, where I don't even give a damn if nobody talks to me because I'm so busy with work. After work is some "me" time, I go out with my family and friends and the one cherished deep in my heart.
I still don't understand why people here have to OT. I want to go overseas and work, but I'm so afraid to step out of my comfort zone, away from people I cannot live without, away from those who let me be me. No, I'd rather die.
And yet, I could list you 101 things why I want to move overseas. 1. I live to travel 2. I'm bored of being on this little dot on the map 3. I want good working hours 4. No bras (okay, getting a little extreme) 5. No nagging parents 6. A nice cosy room to myself 7. Okay I give up, I can't think of 101 reasons. Where's my baby? I miss you so. I'm going crazy soon.